Still at the Office

Who Can Tell Me Where I'm Buried? - I Think I'm Dead.

I so wanna believe in what you say,


When you tell me to trust you and everything's gonna be okay,


It hurts, I try to believe you,


But eventually in the end,



I don't.



Maybe it's destiny,


or maybe not.maybe it's God's plan for me to end up like this.





Life`s a bitch.





Hell yeah I say that a lot these days.



Lord please be with me,


Whisper in my ear what I have to believe...



I haven't felt so devastated for the longest, longest time..


I prayed for him to come,





and he did..





But why now does he have to leave and break my soul?



Maybe I was just pretending to believe after all.



I just want to cry.

I try to touch the horizon with the hopes of YOU and I living our lives together someday. I clung with my dreams together with this ring that you gave me as a symbol of our love.

But now..

You let me die...

When the feeling was gone, you could have told me sooner..

I could have lived.

.....

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Before He Cheats... It gets into me

Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood
Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp,and she's probably getting frisky...
Right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...
And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,carved my name into his leather seats...I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,slashed a hole in all 4 tires...
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, she's probably up singing somewhite-trash version of Shania karaoke...
Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky...
Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo...
And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,carved my name into his leather seats,I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,slashed a hole in all 4 tires...
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might've saved a little trouble for the next girl,Cause the next time that he cheats...
Oh, you know it won't be on me!
Ohh... not on me...

Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,carved my name into his leather seats...I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,slashed a hole in all 4 tires...
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Ohh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...
Ohh... before he cheats...

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Hurt Me More So I'll Die

I can die. I can't bear the hurt. Now I know how it feels like to be cheated by someone you truly love, on your face. Fuck them. I am hurt, I am so full of emotions that I'm about to burst. I was bullshitted by someone I never imagined would gain enough courage to hurt me so bad, I am so much in pain right now I can gulp a bottle of tequila and get dead sleep. I hate him. I fucking hate and despise him. I don't wanna see his face, I don't wanna hear his lying voice. I am so enraged, I don't care what anyone thinks of this post, I am just so pissed off by my so-called boyfriend-now-ex. I know I'm not a perfect girlfriend, neither ideal but WTF I don't deserve this! He doesn't deserve me, I deserve someone better, someone more mature, someone more understanding and someone not overly dramatic and most of all someone who's libido is on the neutral state! Fuck. I want to scream! I want to get so drunk and so drugged, I need anyone who can give me a good slap in the face! Why is this happening to me? I'm through with lying, insensitive, ruthless jerks in my life. I fucking hate this life. Tell me, how can I ever trust "love" again?

Father's Day Blues... Why oh Why

I share the same sentiments with the people who sent these postcards to Postsecret.com...

I can't help it...

It's just that... reality bites.

End.

Have A Good Laugh Guys!

I bumped through this site and saw these funny pics of animals and babies, some of 'em are so dang cute and some made me really laugh so hard I got a tummy ache..lmao.. Enjoy!

Tag Moi

Got this tag from Twnx..( you're oh so welcome!)

The rules:

Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. (I changed question number 3.)

1. At what age do/did you wish to marry?
before I turn 26 I guess..

2. What color do you like most?
pink, red, white, black, yellow..hahaha

3. Have you ever been in jail?
nope.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Europa!

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
my always aching back!

6. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
my mama's death..

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my loved ones

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
travel, house, car, business!

9. What are you doing to earn?
blogging!;)

10. What can you say about racism?
pity pity those people..

11. How do you cope with boredom?
I read a good book (I tend to get hooked)

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
I said it already..

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
over-acting bitches

14. What is your ambition?
to have a stable job and a happy family

15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
good health for everyone and lotsa money! hehe

16. How did you celebrate New Year?
drank my heart out till dawn with my friends.

17. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
realize.

18. What do you look forward to in 2009?
a job, a high-paying job.

19. Are u a physical fighter or talker?
talker

20. Are you in love?
yup..


EVERYONE!! I Tag YOU!

The Movie

Finally, finally, finally. I watched the movie "Message in A Bottle"! Yey! Imagine my luck, yesterday, my mum and I we're out malling and as we passed this store, I saw the letters! The title! The picture! I have got to have the DVD so I bought it right then and there. Watched it last night, and what do you know, I cried buckets just like what I did when I read the book. I really can't get the hang out of this literary treasure. I love it! That might be an understatement... I fuckin' loove it!!

ME-CRY BABY

I've just finished reading the novel Message In A Bottle by the wonderful author Nicholas Sparks. Yes I know it has been published way back, it even had the movie which starred Kevin Costner and Robin Wright Penn. You see guys, I love to read, since I was a little kid I was oriented to the world of literature courtesy of my mum and dad (we have a little library full of books of all kinds). But since nowadays, having a good book means having to spend quite a lot of money, thanks to modern technology I get to read ANY book that I want now, I have this application in my mobile phone called Mobipocket Reader, I download E-books from one trusted site and so you guessed, voila! I have them all stored in my cellphone! I read almost all those books that I've been eyeing at bookstores before, from Harry Potter 1-7, Shopaholic 1-5 by Sophie Kinsella (my favorite!), LOTR series, Chronicles of Narnia 1-7, John Grisham wonder books, Devil Wears Prada, and lots more! Now, I'm entwined with Nicholas Sparks and I can hardly express my awe and admiration to this man, Message in A Bottle made me cry! Really. I say you guys read it too. I am officially making it my all-time favorite book!

And so just a while ago, I was browsing PostSecrets and saw this entry, and it made me remember once again the story of Message in a Bottle. It resembles the idea, the thoughts, the passion, the love of one man who suffered enough and lost his heart.

And as for me, once again, whoever wrote this...it melt my heart.

I. The Island of Capri is where I fell in love with Sarah. I was a photographer, but the only thing I have to remember that weekend are 3 postcards. I couldn't stand the thought of missing one moment with her looking through a lens.

II. This is where I fell in love with Sarah. Wherever she is now, whoever she is with I pray that she is happy. Loving her saved my life.

III. These were the moments of my life. I loved her more than anything, but it was never meant to be. Through the anxiety attacks and suicidal thoughts these moments reassured my life was worth living. I got better help because of her.

For the first time in my life since I was a child I know what it is to be happy.