Galera, the second time around :)

{sherwin, arra, ysh, cha, brandon }

This Guy.

I have been trying, desperately scrambling for thoughts to put into this journal. It has been weeks. How can a million things happen in a month? Things that I never wanted, things that I never imagined to ever occur in my life. Things that I thought I could handle. Turned out I wasn't the superwoman I thought I was after all. :(

I met this guy. This guy whom I thought was just like those other "passers" in my life. Most importantly, from the very beginning, I knew this guy was meant to be short-lived and will just fade away, just like the others. I was so convinced of myself that I was/am molded as hard as a rock already, that this heart won't give-in no matter what. Just like in those other guys.

But I succumbed. I knew I changed from all those sh*ts that happened before, but my phrase "I'm meaner now" proved to be just another bitching. I bitched myself, damn this heart.

But who am I kidding? I am but another Cinderella...always ready to fall into ashes.