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25 November 2009

Philippines' Deadliest Massacre Tests Government


AMPATUAN, Philippines – A few miles off the main highway, on a remote hilltop covered with waist-high grass, bodies lay with twisted hands reaching in the air. They had been shot point-blank.

Nearby, bodies were being laid out under banana leaves Tuesday as police — their faces covered against the stench — unearthed a mass grave containing 22 victims from Monday's ambush on an election caravan. The discovery brought the death toll to 46 — an unprecedented act of violence at the outset of the country's election season.

As many as five people remained unaccounted for.

President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo declared a state of emergency in Maguindanao and a neighboring southern province, sending extra troops and police to try to impose the rule of law.

"No effort will be spared to bring justice to the victims and hold the perpetrators accountable to the full limit of the law," she said.

Few think she will be successful in the impoverished, lawless region that has been outside the central government's reach for generations, and where warlords backed by private armies go by their own rules.

Authorities said the victims included at least 13 Filipino journalists from regional newspapers, TV and radio stations who were accompanying family members and supporters of a gubernatorial candidate out to file his nomination papers for May 2010 elections.

Noynoy Espina, vice chairman of the National Union of Journalists of the Philippines, said as many as 20 journalists may have been in the convoy, based on reports from union chapters in the area.

The figures could not be immediately reconciled, but still the deaths marked "the largest single massacre of journalists ever," according to Paris-based Reporters Without Borders.

Dozens of gunmen intercepted the caravan as it traveled on a two-lane highway that cuts across vast open tracts of land and banana groves, police said. They took some of the people to the grassy area, where the killings started.

Authorities found 24 bullet-riddled bodies sprawled on the ground next to five abandoned vehicles.

Police, aided by a backhoe, worked most of Tuesday to extricate the bodies from the mass grave. All had been shot multiple times and were dumped on top of one another. One was a pregnant woman.

Grieving relatives helped identify their loved ones before they were given the bodies, covered by banana leaves, for burial.

The gubernatorial candidate, Ismael Mangudadatu, was not in the convoy because he had received death threats. He accused a powerful political rival from the Amputuan clan of carrying out the killings.

Mangudadatu's wife, Genalyn, and his two sisters, were among the dead, he said. In all, 21 women and 25 men died, said military spokesman Col. Jonathan Ponce.

Mangudadatu said four witnesses in his protection, whom he refused to identify, had told him the convoy was stopped by gunmen loyal to Andal Ampatuan Jr., a town mayor and rival, to prevent Mangudadatu's family from filing elections papers.

"It was really planned because they had already dug a huge hole (for the bodies)," Mangudadatu said.

He said there were reports from the area that the militia had been blocking the road for a few days.

The Ampatuans, who have ruled one of the nation's poorest regions since 2001, could not be reached for comment.

Arroyo's peace adviser Jesus Dureza said he met Tuesday with Andal Ampatuan, the family's patriarch, and received assurances that his family would cooperate in the investigation.

It was not clear how far Arroyo's administration would go in trying to force the provincial warlords to give up their weapons and private armies.

But Maguindanao's provincial police chief and three other officers were relieved of duty and confined to camp after they were reported to have been seen with the pro-government militiamen who stopped the convoy, police said.

Such militiamen are meant to act as an auxiliary force mobilized by the police or military to fight rebels and criminals, but often they act as private enforcers of local warlords.

Much of the southern island of Mindanao, including Maguindanao province, used to be ruled by fiercely independent sultans who fought Spanish and American colonizers. The political dynasties of the Ampatuans and the Mangudadatus behave in a much similar way — ruling by force, unopposed in their turfs with little outside interference.

Julkipli Wadi, a professor of Islamic studies at the University of the Philippines, said he doubted the national government's resolve in trimming the powers of political dynasties like the Ampatuans because they deliver votes during elections.

"Because of the absence of viable political institutions, powerful men are taking over," he said. "Big political forces and personalities in the national government are sustaining the warlords, especially during election time, because they rely on big families for their votes."

By AARON FAVILA, Associated Press Writer

11 November 2009

The Impossible Dream

I must be dreaming.

I love just how about love makes me feel so in-love! :p

16 October 2009

Somebody to Love

14 October 2009

For A Good Cause

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13 October 2009

Please Rate

Hey peeps! Please check out my sissy's entries at www.mtvemerge.com, here's the link! Please leave comments and ratings too. Thanks!

RUNNING ON SAND


GOTTA GIVE UP SOMETIME

12 October 2009

I Love You Beth Cooper


Watched it last night and wooohoooo I can't define entertaining enough! :) I love Hayden Panettiere!


Broken Life

BROKEN LIFE by Ysh
2004

On the deepening leaf of my barren life,
I surrendered my last recourse.
With your parting sweat, I fed my sigh.
And the splitting voices ran through the walls.
I sentenced my judgment to amend with yours.
With the rushing breathes and aching glances,
You succeeded, but you bled with my soul.
Fluttering with my body you rejoiced,
Yet claiming my heart, you failed to blow.
On the blossoming femininity you cried,
With the flaming fire of lust you smiled.
I battled my empty buttons and strived,
Yes, you captured the skeleton of my life,
But not the creed of my feeding heart,
Through the bliss you shouted with glee,
You pictured satisfaction and greed.
Now my life is boating through the wire,
Lighting with your endless selfish grace,
I’ve had enough of your cruel sheets,
As I lay in your arms with a broken life,
Rest assured, my heart was kept living…
Not in yours…

Touched

11 October 2009

TONIGHT

TONIGHT by Ysh
2005

Fighting through the scenic views of the night,
My lips parted his sweet tongue.
I whispered thoughts of passionate grief,
As his body scented my naked sweat.
Filching the bliss, I glistened with pride,
But my tender wonders stroked his sanity.
Romancing the darkness brought me dread,
His moistened torso defies my strength.
Resistance and struggle defeated my scope,
Through the pressure I glided with ease.
His seductive eyes positioned my best,
As the performance leveled to the sky.
Surrendering, I placed my bet,
As he flew me off my credo, I know I’ll void.
Pleasure after pleasure, we scattered desire,
And lifting the passion, he lived the night.
I relinquished the whiff off his delicate lips,
Then giving a sigh he thrived.
The hurt at once drove to an ease,
As my heartbeat flustered his chest.
I dreamed with the hurtling of my core,
And I felt the betrayal of my soul.
Soon enough, I pictured the lingered ambiance,
I’ll never get over the mist of tonight.


09 October 2009

The Naked Truth

For over a year of being single, not to mention celibate, I have realized so many things about relationships and sex. Okay, so maybe embracing celibacy was an exaggeration, because every time I see a human male even tenuously attractive and over the age of twenty, I start to dribble and engage in a battle with my very own willpower. But, really I had sworn off dating men. Haha.

I needed to concentrate my energies on the F word. FOCUS.

Exactly one year ago, I broke ties with the man whom I fell in-love and sworn promises with. I had my own reasons and I may have mentioned it here before that “Falling out of Love” really does exist. For months I have pondered if I was only making it a reason just so I can start the ball rolling with other men, but then again, this day proves that I have not cheated, lied, neither disgraced the once genuine relationship that we had.

For women, the word “tired” is like a make-up essential always ready to grab inside the bag. Once in our very happy relationship with our partners, we get tired. Some for reasons like a hot anorexic third-party, a behavior so negatively un-appealing, or just pure indifferences. But some get tired for no reason at all. Some just gets that premonition of the future and it settles in the brain, it shouts in the heart that this man, this man whom you are so in-love with is not your destined Mr. Right.

It is unfair, some may say. But this wretched boy-meets-girl and vice-versa is a never-ending puzzle and will always be intriguing. That is why we still engage in the same situation over and over again, even if we already know what’s waiting for us in the end. Women love the idea of being in-love. That, my friends is a fact.

So now that I have overused my brain for a year of contemplating and just trying to figure out the rules of the heart, I got tired. And I am ready to plunge myself into the proverbial pit of limbo- AGAIN. I can just shrug my shoulders and shout “what the hell!” as long as I get the loving that I soo need right now. And there goes the exaggeration of embracing celibacy straight to the trash, thank you very much. :)

“She was the unsettled hen who always fell for the wrong cock” – The Naked Truth


06 October 2009

Gossip Quotes


I LOVE Gossip Girl. I have been ranting bout that in my past posts so most of you know already how I'm dying for Chuck and Blair's love team, hehe. This is a doodle by the way (Oooh, we have broadband already! yey!)

Blair: Chuck, NYU is not the Upper East Side. They don't care about Constance, or social hierarchy. They don't care that I'm Blair Waldorf! It's over.
Chuck: How can you do this to me?
Blair: What are you talking about?
Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass. And I told you I love you. You're saying I'm easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo-intellectual homesick malcontents. You really insult me like that?
Blair: That's not how it is.
Chuck: It's exactly how it is. The next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.


Korea's Prettiest


Watched Full House, a korean drama and I fell so inlove with Han Ji-Eun (Song Hye Kyo)... hehehe. How can someone be sooo pretty? I know Full House was launched way back 2004 but no one's ever too late for DVD's, hehehe. I'm excited for the sequel!











04 October 2009

Oh My Chuck!

Hey guys! I'm back! I haven't posted any doodle for the past few weeks due to hectic schedule (a.k.a laziness) Hehehe. But then, by next week we'd have a broadband connection in our unit already so you'll hear more about moi in the coming months! Yey!

I have lots and lots to share to everyone but I just can't concentrate when inside a crowded internet shop like where I am now. Lots of kids and noisy tweenies, it gets irritating eh. Anyway, I dropped by the page of my favorite series Gossip Girl (can't be not updated), and saw this divinity stare at me, oh chuck you just get me every time. :p



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26 September 2009

Maarte.


17 September 2009

Say Thanks

I am so much thankful to the Lord for he has given me much more beyond my needs and wants.

Despite the struggles that I’ve been struggling with, even with all the hardships that make my life so hard, I am grateful that God constantly holds my hand all the way.

I love you God. :)

14 September 2009

No words required

25 August 2009

Sissy's Site

check out milespoblete.blogspot.com guys! :)


19 August 2009

Miles Poblete - My bro as the photog..:)


15 August 2009

CHANNEL Peeps

Tep: Cartoonist / Graphic Artist
Mel: Associate Editor
Viancz: News Editor
Petite: Editor-in-Chief
Ysh: Literary Editor

14 August 2009

I'm in-love with CAKES!

No dieting can ever disever my love for CAKES! :D

Read between the lines. hihihi

11 August 2009

I hate DRAMA


I don't wanna read so much drama these days... It ruins the atmosphere that surrounds me... "love, love has come my way..." :)


09 August 2009

Now what?

Really...How much waiting for that one true love can someone tolerate?

SMILES - ysh.miles

08 August 2009

Tweet Tweet!

Hey guys, follow me on Twitter! - search for yshsalle :)

Again I'm at Bo's Coffee Club- usual hang out here in Rob. :)

Now reading:



06 August 2009

Baby!!!

I just found out that one of my "instant-friends" is having a baby (too!) Isn't that wonderful? Congratulations dear Yza! (see even our nicks are the same! haha) I hope you be a good mom! Mwah!

05 August 2009

Girls Are Like Apples

I just get sooo marshmallow-y when I read blogposts about lovers who survives after stormy ordeals in their relationship (a.k.a Saulkrisna) My heart melts every time I get to read the pure sincerity and innocence of their so-called partnership. It got me thinking, at least they made it, they bravely rushed through the hardships and gave it a damn one more chance. I know I didn't, but that is all because I didn't have a courageous and brave enough boyfriend who will fight for me and woo me against all odds. That's sad you know, but what the hell- I am living. :)

So for you dear Saul (I really dunno what your real name is..sorry), I want you to always remember that She is worth fighting for, She is worth dying for, but most of all... She is worth living for. So be strong, and be patient all the time.

And for all of you guys out there... remember:


So be very brave. :)


Now reading...


I so love reading. Thanks to Chick Lits of ipmart for the sources! :D

03 August 2009

Dark Eyes

Sometimes, in darkness and insularity, people face their point of realization. Then in times of bliss and comfort, all they see are blinded judgments and unclear waters. This may be life’s way of making people see beyond what’s there. Beneath the sea of dreams there might lay a dark corner of failures, behind the mountains of misery might be an island of pure joy and happiness. The world is a huge maze of mystery for most. Some see it as a land of struggles and fears whilst some view their surroundings with utmost enthusiasm and hope for an ever constant changing life. I see it as it is. A provider.

When people are born, they come with such lucid eyes that make just everything so gentle for them. Yet when people grow up, those eyes get trapped in a misty blanket that most often leads them to blindness. If people can only look beyond the darkness, if only a few minutes are spared and they would look deeper, they might see the light. I know that this is a little vague for you my readers but then, it makes me wonder and realize at the same time that the eyes is the only hope that we have right now in this crazy world. As I write in the middle of the night where I can’t see anything but the light of the screen of my computer, I thought about one thing. What if the lights come off? Will I ever get to finish whatever I started? And I looked around. I tried so hard to look beyond the darkness. Little by little my eyes saw, and something flickered inside of me. HOPE.



“If you look deep and hard, you will see. In life, you’ll reap what you sow… so never get tired of looking what you want in life, use your eyes, use it well.”- Ysh.:)

31 July 2009

And She's Back

Sup people?I’m back! Harhar. I’ve been running out of ink and paper lately as well as that inspiration juices us writers call. But nonetheless, I have been out and about the suburbs and urban areas of the metro and I was at raves and parteeeys with friends :p I am still at the crossroads though, I have the direction towards new life yet I prefer to not move a step at the moment. It doesn’t feel right, yet. So wink with me as I go with the drift. :)

It’s officially the time of my life, I mean I just turned 23 and fate has this way of making the world rock and roll, that is, on my side of verve. I guess I now understand how aging comes with new toys and that spicy feeling every time it gets stashed in your way. Love it or hate it, it still stings damn good!

So keep me from falling dear providence, my heart’s crippled by the pain that I keep on closing, so never cut me open again. :D

Now as for this little piece of throbbing heart, it’s hangin’ on and still grippin’ tight. Why would I neither settle for less nor rebuke my own judgments when I can in time have all the love in the world? Right? I say Long Live Singles for that! Hahaha. No seriously, I am happy and I am contented in my life right now. I don’t need a chap who will again give me the thorny roads to step on. In time I will go and hunt them myself but now na-uh to rushing.

Anyway, I’m writing a book right now and it’s getting pretty well on the chapters. It’s calledELLE. I won’t give any deet as for now but in time I might publish it here in my blog.:)

And for those who missed me... Free stare..haha.. I missed you too. :)


10 July 2009

Hey Feature Ed!

Mae, Vnx and Moi
Us Girls
Ysh, Mae, Melai, Vianca


To Mae, who's flying to Canada tomorrow---GO GET EM ALL! hahaha. Will miss you. Mwah!

IMAGINE.

IMAGINE. I was always a dreamer. I used to get lost in my own made-up world. I stare blank outside country lanes while inside a bus, imagining my dream house, the things I don’t have and what I so want to have. I think of my prince charming waiting for me on the most amazing places I can imagine. I believed that I was a princess and I can have anything and get to keep them forever. It kept me strong you know, it kept my hopes up, it heals me when I’m in pain, it satisfies me in all ways, it has always been my own secret garden. But it’s just all inside my mind.

I yearned for everything sugar and spice and just about everything nice. I was optimistic and I think of the world as a big bright colorful patch blanket. I used to see things with utmost enthusiasm that sometimes I can’t contain the hopes and the dreams that I carry around with me. I remember the days I spent with my best friends under a mango tree we called ours. We would climb and name each of the branches, one for each of us to sit and own. The river at the back of our house would serve as our pool and a heat quencher in the hottest days of summer, I would squeal whenever I see my playmates catch a fish or a shrimp, I would laugh till my lungs hurt on our story telling and gossip times and I would always be the mediator when two of them brawl with each other. I was so happy.

My eyes then, they reflected so many dreams and I would, if only I could…I would exchange this life for a rewind of the tape. But a person grow and leaves things behind, sometimes it just slips out of their minds like a bad dream. And now I know, after all the misery, the broken hearts, the disappointments…

Stupid girl, I should’ve known, I should have known…

“That I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale, I’m not the one you sweep off your feet, lead her up the stairwell, this isn’t Hollywood, this is a small town, I was a dreamer before you had let me down now it’s too late for you and your white horse to come around.”

But this princess has suffered the consequences and was drawn away from her dreamland. Now it’s all black and white. Now it’s all reality. And with all the distress, I have to face the truth that I FORGOT. I forgot to imagine, I forgot that I’ve always had that place inside of me where I can run to whenever I’m hurt. I know, I lost my secret garden.

“Until you lose the one you wanted coz you’ve taken it for granted and everything you had got destroyed…”

If only I could… like what Melinda of Ghost Whisperer got, “a second shot at your one true love”, but when I come to think of it, have I even met my one true love?

If only I could… like what Gossip Girl said,“the only way to get over someone is to get another someone”, but why does that logic never apply to me?

If only I could… like Shakespeare’s quote, “All’s well that ends well” but sometimes, sometimes it just ends.

I made up my own phrase, quote, line, passage, whatever you call it when I compiled my stories and poems into a book I guess five or six years ago. Funny coz I wrote “Life is a crystal in everyone’s palm, if you hold it tight it might break, but if you hold it loose, it might fall down”. Now I truly believe that some people “eat their own words”.


“You’re hot and you’re cold, you’re yes then you’re no, you’re in then you’re out, you’re up and you’re down, you’re wrong when it’s right, it’s black and it’s white…”


See? IMAGINE my CONFUSION.


05 July 2009

Postsecrets again


"being there with you did..." who? where? when?
I can't remember just how it feels anymore.I don't know what it's like to feel. That's not good right? Seeing this photo and just knowing that the person who sent this feels the same way gives me a little bit of a consolation. At least I'm not alone.


And yes so I'll leave it all to fate.

photos from postsecret.com

04 July 2009

R-E-C-E-N-T

just ysh, ysh, ysh...:)

Caught on Quotes #2

"The past is always with us... Just waiting to mess with the present."

27 June 2009

Post Father's Day Secret



Bumped into this at postsecrets.com and I kinda smiled-slash-laughed. Figure it out! Hahaha...I can almost hear you sing dad "of all the girls I've loved before..." :D

Even though sometimes you can be such a pain in the ass, I love you.

And yes, you're dang good at keeping secrets! Just don't ever hurt mom or you're effin dead. (hear the angst there in my voice? hahaha...lol..:p)

Happy Dad's Day


18 June 2009

Caught on Quotes #1

"The problem with fairytales is that they set a girl up for disappointment. In real life the prince goes off with the wrong princess. Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize, they're better of as whatever they are. But I'll confess, every once in a while a girl craves her fairytale ending."

Hear that girlfriends. :)

Doodles again

UPDATES!

> Went bar hopping with Miles and Aya (Cuisine at the Fort and Tabu)
> I officially live in Ortigas now! Yey!
> Dinner at Eastwood with Miles and Jonas, got my things in Fairview, organized everything and voila! I'm home and stable.
> Chatted with my ex thru an online game, blabbers...bla bla..ugh
> Will go back to work on monday! Sad, sad.
> A lot of companies has been calling me like mad. Yeah yeah, fine. Interview with them tomorrow and on saturday. :)
> Need more money! Hahaha

Are You Not My Sissy?

"Sometimes, a B.F.F makes you wanna go W.T.F but without them, we'd all be a little less richer in our lives."

When life spits out another tragedy, no one will find you-- most of them, they run. Only a few rare souls come running to your side, smiles at you and at the same time...drops a tear for you. That is why this post is sincerely for my best friends, the only entities within this universe whom I consider "my sisters"

I have changed, my life had come rumbling down in a span of nano-seconds. My mind and my heart had absorbed so much emotion that I finally succumbed to my weaknesses. I am but a human being after all.


Regardless of my fallen situation, these people have proved to me that I am special and I am not alone. They embraced my flaws wholeheartedly and accepted me even though I’m not the same girl I used to be...

LALA:

My bestfriend since 14. She's my LISTENER. She shares my thoughts and hurts and listens without judgment. Love you La!

JENNY:

I met her 8 months ago. She is my SISTER SOUL. We share a lot of common things about each other and we know, we just know that we were meant to be friends, then and there. Right J?

MILES:

I must have known her forever. She is my SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. She amazes me every time she sings; she comforts me and always offers help whenever I needed one. She kept me warm…and sheltered me from harm. :) Naks! :D

YHE:

We’ve been friends for 5 years now. She is my PARTNER IN CRIME. My drinking buddy, the person I can run to any time. I wish she can feel it in her heart how I’m missing her so much.

KAKAI:

My cousin. She is my LITTLE SISTER. We grew up admiring each other, she always looks up to me and ever respects me as her own big sis. She keeps my secrets, well…most of them. Haha

GRACE:

The girl who changed my life at 13. She is my BREATHER. I can never find any other person in this world who can just empathize with every emotion I go through. She cries when I cry, she laughs when I laugh. She is my absorber and she always makes me feel at home.


My friends are the proof and the living story of my life, without them-LIFE will SUCK even more. I’d do just about anything for my girls, just as how they would for me.


And the bottom line is: I DON'T HAVE UGLY FRIENDS! Hahaha...:p

"
Right now, I’m with exactly who I want to be with—my best friend. You are high school to me. All of the boyfriends and mean girls and tests and teachers and our crazy mothers, we learned through it together. We raised each other. You’re my sister.” –Serena Van Der Woodsen

 
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