...: 05.2008

25 May 2008

ME-CRY BABY

I've just finished reading the novel Message In A Bottle by the wonderful author Nicholas Sparks. Yes I know it has been published way back, it even had the movie which starred Kevin Costner and Robin Wright Penn. You see guys, I love to read, since I was a little kid I was oriented to the world of literature courtesy of my mum and dad (we have a little library full of books of all kinds). But since nowadays, having a good book means having to spend quite a lot of money, thanks to modern technology I get to read ANY book that I want now, I have this application in my mobile phone called Mobipocket Reader, I download E-books from one trusted site and so you guessed, voila! I have them all stored in my cellphone! I read almost all those books that I've been eyeing at bookstores before, from Harry Potter 1-7, Shopaholic 1-5 by Sophie Kinsella (my favorite!), LOTR series, Chronicles of Narnia 1-7, John Grisham wonder books, Devil Wears Prada, and lots more! Now, I'm entwined with Nicholas Sparks and I can hardly express my awe and admiration to this man, Message in A Bottle made me cry! Really. I say you guys read it too. I am officially making it my all-time favorite book!

And so just a while ago, I was browsing PostSecrets and saw this entry, and it made me remember once again the story of Message in a Bottle. It resembles the idea, the thoughts, the passion, the love of one man who suffered enough and lost his heart.

And as for me, once again, whoever wrote this...it melt my heart.

I. The Island of Capri is where I fell in love with Sarah. I was a photographer, but the only thing I have to remember that weekend are 3 postcards. I couldn't stand the thought of missing one moment with her looking through a lens.

II. This is where I fell in love with Sarah. Wherever she is now, whoever she is with I pray that she is happy. Loving her saved my life.

III. These were the moments of my life. I loved her more than anything, but it was never meant to be. Through the anxiety attacks and suicidal thoughts these moments reassured my life was worth living. I got better help because of her.

For the first time in my life since I was a child I know what it is to be happy.

20 May 2008

Wild Life Yeah

I decided to go to the local zoo this afternoon and I brought along my cousins. It was an ordinary afternoon and I just felt like unwinding for a change, and with nature's aid. When we got there, the kids enjoyed exploring the cages of the animals and I enjoyed taking pictures, lols... Anyway, my peace of mind was shattered when a little monkey chased us! hahaha! See, he was out of his cage and was lurking at the roof of the other cages of the other monkeys. I asked the care-taker if it was safe for the visitors to have a monkey roaming around, he said that it is indeed safe, and that the monkey is just so playful he chases people who pass by its cage! Safe huh..hehehe..well then, he's cute enough alright.. Here are some pictures I took:

Jaezelle and Joi at the top of the slide

Joi

Jaezelle

The sleepy owl... I had a laugh watching them with their eyes slowly drooping..haha

Picture picture!

I love OWLS! Hahaha.. Their eyes are so funny. Especially when I startle them..hahaha!

And this is who I'm talking about. See, he's out of the cage!

Water please!

Never ending...

They deserve to have fun...

16 May 2008

Something to Ponder About

"I'm having my cradle swayed by love...It's a wonderful feeling when you touch love with a smile and it smiles back..." -Ysh

I'm sick. I feel horrible, I have this dreadful dry cough and runny nose and I don't feel my mood getting any better too. I hate this.

I've changed. I'm being someone I used to be before, someone I don't want to surface again, but I am. It's not fair, it's not helping. I'm being tested by something I don't even know if I should consider, why?

I'm not me. What? I feel so surreal, this couldn't be happening. All of a sudden I feel isolated, I know somebody cares, I know someone loves me. I know who he is. But maybe I don't want the absence. I'm craving.

God help me. I want to stay on track, to continue the path you gave. I need to be on the safe side. "everything happens for a reason". Then what is it? I know nobody understands what I'm saying. Pardon me guys for getting confused. I'm just really confused.

I am.

Oh Yeah? Hahaha

You Are A Little Snobby

And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.

Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.

And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.

You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.

Are You a Snobby Girl?

14 May 2008

Wish Granted

He came! He really came! Hahaha.. I mean yesterday, on my birthday, Ichi came all the way from Daet, Camarines Norte. I was really happy knowing that I got my wish which I mentioned on my previous post. My best friend Lala also came with Chad and later on, as we we're already started with the beers, Jay came. It was fun, though I was suffering dry cough and asthma but in the end, I had a happy birthday after all. The best part is, my Ichi was with me. See, something better definitely happened before My day ended. Thank you!

13 May 2008

Happy Birthday Ysh!

Is it normal to have birthday blues? Coz I'm so damn depressed right now. *sob*.. It's such a boring day, so ordinary. I miss my babe, I wish he can be here with me right now but I know as hell that it's impossible. All I have with me now are my cousins ( 7 and 9) and my god-daughter (1). I do not fancy big celebrations anymore, nor a table full of fancy dishes.. Right now, all I want are my friends. I'm 22. I feel so old. I feel so mature and I hate the feeling, I want to relieve the youthful moments I had when I was in High School. Yet I know, I have to continue. Yuck I'm such an emo. Whatevs. Happy Birthday Ysh-Ysh! Lose some lbs! Hahaha! I just hope something better will happen before MY day ends.. Toodles!