No Matter How Small...

I don't know when this video was published. I don't even live in the US to start off, but regardless, I am a soon-to-be mom and the comments I've read in the thread of this video disturbed my whole being. I know I live in a country where the Catholic church have a say in these kinds of issues, be it a national dilemma or not. But where I pondered and tried to think rational and unbiased, the girl's last statement stuck into my thoughts. "Even though you can't see them or hear them at all, a person's a person... no matter how small."

So I stand firm. I know every woman have their individual rights and choices, and not all continents share the same ideals about whether a fetus is a child already or not. Everybody is entitled to their opinions. But if you are a woman, and you see that beating heart of that fetus as early as 7weeks, no matter how wanted or unwanted the pregnancy is, you'll know that the word fetus is only a name, and you'll feel it in your bones that abortion is not a choice, it is if you don't have that thing we call HEART.

Hi There!

Tuhmaaahhh! (prolonged aaah) LOL!

I am officially a couch potato. School started for Jaezelle, Dad's doing his final touches to our new house in Sorsogon, and Mum started her new term as the grade school principal at Donsol, Pilar, Sorsogon (where I'll be sneaking in one of these days with my aunt to watch the whale sharks and see who looks better, my bulging baby bump, or them..haha!). I am dang bored. And at this very moment I dunno what else to write in here.

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And someone just PM'ed me in Facebook!

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I WANT :)

Babe :)

Finally...

YOU and ME :)

And we will soon meet... I just can't wait.

Hang in there and hold on tight.

Mommy loves you sooo much.

Baby.

Ugh. Saturday

Yeah, Saturday. I shouldn't be sighing and umph-ing because it's rest day and finally, it's time to just lie lazily around and go bum. But when you're all alone in the apartment? Ugh! I am beyond bored. I'd rather faint and wake up Monday already. I don't like this!!!

~Y~

Getting There

Today was quite ordinary. I got home from work at around 6:30AM, checked my email in-boxes and Facebook and chatted for a bit with KY (Kentucky?) ha ha! At 8:30AM, I finally dozed off, sweet dreams. Then by 2:30PM, I woke up because I had to call the Laundry Shop for my clothes to be delivered, I then got up and paid the bills, the rent, the water (obligations..*sigh*) Finally, I had the urge to grab something to eat because of a rumbling tummy. I had "Pork Adobo" and "Sinigang" for lunch but boy I got sooo full after only a few spoonfulls. Why? I don't know. I barely ate last night at the office yet I feel like my stomach is gonna explode if I shove another grain of rice into my mouth. Oh for dieting's sake, bring it on! :)

I'm also proud that my blogging skills are gettin' back and sharp again. An excerpt from my email to Bessy "I suddenly missed writing. Yeah, I missed the excitement, the sensible thoughts that run into my mind every now and then, the freedom to just put into words what I really feel." And THAT, is so true. So expect more happenings and updates from such-a-cutie in the following days!

And oh, come January 2011, I will be having a beach get-away with friends at Calaguas, Camarines Norte! Gosh I am so excited! Lol! :) Look!

I am positively looking forward to a bright, happy, lucky and fruitful 2011!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone! :))

Lotsa Love,

~Y~

Pardon the... Slacker!

Yeah, I know. I have been so torn with the idea of posting another blog entry, I feel as though I'd need a major major event to happen first before I can post anything in here. But of course there should be the updates, the pictures, the drama, the hate-posts, the current/daily musings and just about whatever happened for the past months. Alright, here goes...

May - Was my 24th birthday celebration. Yay for the cakes JM, Cha and Grace! :))

July - I got a tattoo! Actually, two. :)

August - I moved to a new apartment, much quieter, more peace of mind.. Haha

September/October - Was out and about the whole city. Friends! And went home in Bicol to celebrate with my Dad's 50th birthday. :)

There, that's enough for now.. haha! Oh for November? Nothing much, except that I always, always get soo bored at home that I end up camwhoring til dawn. Lol :))

Mwuaahh!

~Y~

Other Half.

Can you believe it's been half a year since I last touched this blog?

HALF A YEAR!

Seriously, I sigh and I whine and I almost cry whenever I visit this blogsite. I feel a scrape of myself fly away like dead leaves, this blog has been my absorber for the past 4 years. My enabler, my de-stresser. But I let 6 whole months pass without a shrug. The abandoned.

I feel terrible that I've ignored this blog for soo long that I almost feel guilty and sorry (as if an online page will grant forgiveness) Lol. :))

I will try bloggy. No promises. I will revive the writer in me.

~Y~

Galera, the second time around :)

{sherwin, arra, ysh, cha, brandon }

This Guy.

I have been trying, desperately scrambling for thoughts to put into this journal. It has been weeks. How can a million things happen in a month? Things that I never wanted, things that I never imagined to ever occur in my life. Things that I thought I could handle. Turned out I wasn't the superwoman I thought I was after all. :(

I met this guy. This guy whom I thought was just like those other "passers" in my life. Most importantly, from the very beginning, I knew this guy was meant to be short-lived and will just fade away, just like the others. I was so convinced of myself that I was/am molded as hard as a rock already, that this heart won't give-in no matter what. Just like in those other guys.

But I succumbed. I knew I changed from all those sh*ts that happened before, but my phrase "I'm meaner now" proved to be just another bitching. I bitched myself, damn this heart.

But who am I kidding? I am but another Cinderella...always ready to fall into ashes.