Galera, the second time around :)

{sherwin, arra, ysh, cha, brandon }

This Guy.

I have been trying, desperately scrambling for thoughts to put into this journal. It has been weeks. How can a million things happen in a month? Things that I never wanted, things that I never imagined to ever occur in my life. Things that I thought I could handle. Turned out I wasn't the superwoman I thought I was after all. :(

I met this guy. This guy whom I thought was just like those other "passers" in my life. Most importantly, from the very beginning, I knew this guy was meant to be short-lived and will just fade away, just like the others. I was so convinced of myself that I was/am molded as hard as a rock already, that this heart won't give-in no matter what. Just like in those other guys.

But I succumbed. I knew I changed from all those sh*ts that happened before, but my phrase "I'm meaner now" proved to be just another bitching. I bitched myself, damn this heart.

But who am I kidding? I am but another Cinderella...always ready to fall into ashes.

Because it's Hot

"SummerYsh "

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Easter Baby

I just have to blog about this!

Yesterday, I went to Church with my cousin Jaezelle to hear the Easter Mass. The Church was jam-packed with people so we  settled outside and sat on monoblock chairs under a tree, we can still see the ceremony upfront so we were okay just sitting there. Then this cutie little boy, about 9 months old I guess, kept on pushing one of the plastic chairs and his dad would pick him up and let him sit. He can barely walk. But as he sat there with his dad holding him, just in time when the priest was blessing everyone for Easter's essence, he clasped his chubby little hands together and looked up, smiling. He looked so adorable and I just wasn't able to resist taking a picture of him :) He looked like he was praying, all the innocence in his face radiated and the people were staring at him, all smiling. Oh that kid was such a joy :)

Look:

New Blog Dress!!

Yay!! After 6 hours of editing, HTML's and Photoshop madness, I'm finally done with the new layout and template! :)

PROUD. This is pure talent you know. Hahaha, I know, I know it's not perfect yet. But then again, I am happy I made it all by myself and didn't just google it. :p

Because I am Bored

Starting it Right

I went to Church today after work. I had this need, no, obligation to fulfill and it kept screaming in my conscience. I have to pay my respect. I have to go home to Him, even for just a short time.

So I bought this pink "palaspas". A way of celebrating Palm Sunday for most of us Filipinos consist of these palm branches.

"Domingo de Ramos or Palm Sunday mass is the first mass of the Holy Week. It celebrates the entry of Jesus to Jerusalem. We’ve learned from the Bible that Jesus entered the town of Jerusalem on a donkey instead of on foot, and was acclaimed by crowds waving branches."

I feel that this is a way that God has led me into, for me to embrace the change that is to happen in my life. It has always been Him who feels my needs, who understands my pains and nurses my failures. And it is for Him that I humbly submit myself.

I know that I'm in the right path... :)

Because I can feel Him holding my hand...always. :)

Straight from Hell ;)

Hope Full :)

Say it again.

 

My bloground song says it for me, haha. What the hell is "bloground"? Geez Ysh. :)

So anyway, here I am ready to scatter some deets for y'all.Whatever happened to me in the past weeks had been all hell and all crap. And when I say hell, it’s really more than that (if there’s such a word).

I'm sick. A rare sickness that doctors call “idiopathic” which means that there's no definite cause, no definite cure, no ETA, no ETD. Whatever. I really don't wanna discuss it much because it makes me all piteous of myself again, and a scratch of my self-esteem is the last thing that I need right now.

On a lighter note, because of this sickness I got to go home in my hometown. Yay! I stayed in Bicol for 12 days and aside from the hospital-house route, I got to see my old friends from grade school :) The downfall is, I cannot drink alcohol anymore, well I still can probably consume 1-2 bottles but more than that? Na-uh. I'd rather not risk having those hideous red rashes all over my legs again. :( 

Now I'm back in Manila. Here in my very own crib, all alone. But at least I have a T.V now, and an Internet connection (thank the gods!) and a DVD player (weee) and I still have my job! :p I should be thankful, right?

As for my love life. Oh I'm feeling it. I am getting there :)