When Mr. Right turns into Mr. Wrong

Something has changed.

In my birthday post, I mentioned how I'm wondering as to what changes will come, I was curious and anxious to know what will transpire in my very tedious and tangled life. since another year has added into my tiresome age. I also claimed "stability" as my wish-come-true for this year. What do you know, God is great...All the time.:)

Let me tell you the story behind all of this. My ex has been calling me again, trying to be civil and casual with me like as if nothing happened. Oh well, I just shrugged him off since it was my birthday and him giving me a birthday greeting won't hurt my ego. He was overdoing it though, all the time acting as if he missed me so much (cut the crap!). He was trying to befriend me again. I on the other hand wasn't at all eager given the fact that I have known and heard tons of news about him when I went home to Bicol. He has become the man-slut of the world if I may say, damn him. So there, my voice was oddly melancholic than ever as he greeted me with enthusiasm. I even told my bessy Jen about how I've been receiving calls from him. God she just smirked. Bitch. :p

And so a few hours ago, right after shift I went directly to scramble my laptop for updates, emails, friendster, facebook, etc. I saw that his cousin M had received a comment from one of his exes. I sent him an SMS teasing about how he's reunited with his average-looking ex. He DENIED. But you see, the comment exchange went:

Cousin: How are you (bla bla bla) Who's your new bf?
Ex: I'm fine (bla bla bla) Your cousin got back with me, we're together again.
Cousin: Reunited? Wow, that's good! (bla blah) Who knows you two might end up together in the end.

And so imagine me rolling me eyes like there's no tomorrow. Bitter? Is it what I felt. No. Hurt? Well yeah of course there's that. But the sleeping bitch in me tingled and shook again. Revenge.

You might ask, where's "stability" there when I went all bitchy and unstable again? It's the part wherein I I can now go out and mingle with other men here and finally be able to have someone take care of me and love me like how I did with my ex. I was too reluctant and hesitant before because yeah, I honestly still have a teeny tiny hope that everything's gonna be okay. But then who cares, I am now officially single and hey, where's my welcoming committee to the world of availability?!

Hahaha!

But the manipulative Queen B isn't over with the EX yet. She has something I want, not the manwhore whom I already spit out. Something.

Keep out!


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Ugh. Birthday.

"One more year...and I'm out."

That's what I unconsciously blabbered 7 hours ago.
When the clock tolled 12:00 I was in midst of tears.
No, I am not being overly emo again, yeah I got birthday blues but not as much as last year's.

My bessy Jen was behind me, strangling arms with Kenji as to who greets me first, the clock said 11:59.

And I was...

I was effin' talking to some old deaf stranger from Arizona! Damn customers.

Jen: "Happy birthday bessy!"

Ysh: "I'm sorry sir but your vehicle really doesn't have any open recalls *MUTE-'pakshet ka manong! birthday ko na!-MUTE* I really apologize but there's nothing GM can do about that"

Kenji: "Happy birthday Ysh!"
Ysh: "Would there be anything else that I can do for you? *MUTE- Taena babagsakan ko na 'to!-MUTE*"

Jen: "Relax bessy, it's your birthday na! Yiheee!"

Kenji: "Nauna ako mag-greet!"

Jen: "Ako kaya!"

Ysh: "................"

There, the most glorious hour, minute, second of my life was spent with all PROFANITY. F*ck. See?

I truly believe that something changes within me everytime I come of age, there is always that unknown something that will wake up with me and make me realize that I'm not the same me again, not anymore. I wish I knew what's coming now.

I always make my "claims" when my birthday comes and I don't make wishes. I claim them. And with God's graces it always comes. 2 years ago I claimed a 'man', last year I claimed a 'job', now? I claim 'stability'. :)

I just don't know yet as to who's gonna help me out with that, not yet.

But...

What the f*ck,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Ysh!

My Baby Sakura's Pictorial...:)

My Drinking Buddy is now a Mom! ;p

Congrats YHE!!! 8:33AM, May 6, 2009

It's a BOY!

Day 4

4th Day- April 19, 2009

I woke up at around 6:30AM to find my Mum all set in the kitchen, she cooked all my favorite foods! Yum! They we're preparing the things that we have to bring along at the resort. The boys were busy stuffing the boxes and tupperwares to the car and the girls are all so busy as well, in-front of the mirror combing their darn hairs! Oh well. We went to Maharlika Resort, my dad's favorite. My Uncle Sam and his family joined us and gosh, imagine me drooling once again at all the food! I craved those for months since I don't get to eat "lutong-bahay" here in Mla, especially my Mum's specialties. When we went home at around 4PM, I was dead tired and slept till morning. I never even flinched. Haha. I so love Bicol..

Day 3

3^rd day- April 18, 2009

It’s Mum’s bday! We just stayed at home and ate lots and lots of Four Season’s chicken. Devoured on ice creams and watched DVD’s. At 12 noon I attended the christening of Kyle Cedric, Chad and Lala’s son. I met with Jay at Jollibee albay and we went to the church together. Jay’s my bestfriend of many years.:) I went home at around 3PM, after the reception and resumed the DVD marathon with Mum and the kids. At 8PM, I went back to Lala’s with Jay for some after-party “inuman” sessions. Hehehe..10:30PM, Jay and I went to the Park to watch the live bands and of course, get drunk. Lols. Pics!

Day 2.

2^nd day- April 17, 2009:

I woke up at 10AM, and with my little cousin Lyka, straight from Sorsogon, with her mum and dad staring at me from my bed. My head spun like hell when I stood up and my insides are rumbling, I wanted to vomit (but I can't). My dad kept bugging me to help him install this DVD player program on his laptop so I unwillingly obliged. I can barely see the screen of the wretched notebook with my hung-over condition. At 1PM, I went to Daraga town to withdraw moolah and do some groceries for my Uncles and Aunts and went home at 2:30.

Sleep, sleep, sleep.

4PM, 5 cousins came (from Sorsogon too) Whew, I'm such a "balik-bayan" ayt? hahaha. Rowell-14, Jayson-12, Mark-11, Joy-10, Jaezelle-8. The house was once again "active", t'was a happier atmosphere though. I went to do more grocery stuff for my Mum's bday celebration and met up with Lala at Legazpi since she'll be having her nails done there. I was with the two girls and at around 7PM, I texted mum to have the three boys follow us at the Park for the theme rides and all those circus stuffs. Imagine the thumping of my heartbeat when I had to ride the Ferris Wheel (I had to or else the kids will have to brace themselves). It was excruciatingly fun! hahaha! I remembered my first and only first Ferris wheel ride was way way back when I was nine or ten. Pics!

Look What I Found...Eeeek! Hahaha

TimeLines

1^st day- April 16, 2009:

I went out from work at 6AM, endured traffic for 3hours on our way to the airport and waited for my scheduled departure. My mum and dad fetched me at Legazpi airport at 11:30AM, we then bought “Bicol Express, Adobo, and Igado” for lunch, which I totally crave, I ate like there's no tomorrow (and darn my vegetarian lifestyle-plan failed again) haha. At 1PM, I finally embraced my bed, my pink bed! God it feels sooo good. I slept like a baby and woke up at around 4PM. Since Bicol has been celebrating the Magayon Festival in Legazpi City, there’s this month-long festivity and beer-plaza at penaranda park. (imagine my brain at work-hihi) 7PM, I met with my bestfriend Lala and patched broken gossips. We drank beer and devoured on tacos and nachos. Justin (grace’s ex), then showed up, red on the face and with his own swaying drunk dance. But despite the smashed Justin who constantly spoke of his newest fascination, Sean Jeon Emmanuel, his 6 month old son, we had lots of fun. Pics!